Ever since December of last year I thought this girl could be mine. That was the most idiotic thing I could have ever thought of. What would a girl like her want to be like a guy like me? I know she wouldn’t want to be with me. I’ve been waiting for so long just to see her but I don’t even know anymore. I guess I’ve been wasting my time chasing what’s not even going to happen. I’m not going to put this to waste. I am going to see her. But whatever happens after that. Ill be thankful it did